Sorry

pardon me for that day
the day i made you cry
its been a pain to know
that i cannot even wipe a brow

keep smiling at the max
keep telling me the facts
of loving you and missing you
and everything i do not do

here i am
standing by your side
living the world as it comes
trying to swim against the tide

throw me the rope
so that i can cling on
you know i cant swim
and i dont have a dying song

there is pain in everything i do
there is a sorrow within
which fails to come out
and keeps me pricking

the thorn with the rose never ceases to hurt
although i tend to drown myself in Curt
come lie with me on my bed
long before i realise - I am dead!